Unable to truely confine my mind around either term
Lost in the midst of the sea as the world turns
Float aimlessly my life story in my palm
the rush of emoitions leaves me in the calm
For the moment but im a jam that common sense cant make sense of
Stuck in a labyrinth propelled by fear
Hearing thought of people telling that i can't obtain the ideal
Ever so real evident by these tears i feel
My future encounters my past and they concieve a conjoined twin
And my human form is their seed and the shell im stuck in
The irony in this matter is that I long for utopia just as much as i long for nostalgia
and my brain is conviencing me to mess around and be promiscuous
further ironic thats its being promiscuous
When we were supposed to be twin flames u decieve me and cheat on me
Lack of unity between us means there is no us
One mind, One heart, One love
However Fear cockblocks all of this leaving the script amiss
Longing for what was instead of fighting for what could be
Intervention of what is destinity the downfall of humanity
The flaw in us all and the one that could stop me
